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I posted this in the other thread also:
Ok everyone keeps talking about how I’m not a big enough person to answer back well here I am. I’ve been in Ohio (I’m from NC) for two weeks taking care of my 2 year old nephew who had surgery. I tried to use my phone to say something, but it wouldn’t work, and I didn’t have my computer. It’s not that I didn’t want to say something, it’s just I was putting my sick nephew first, which I’m sure anyone would do.
Ok when I first posted this I immediately wanted to delete it. It’s not who I am, and not what I’m about. I will never fully understand why I did what I did. I made a mistake. A very terrible mistake. I owned up to my mistake. When Bolejack confronted me, I told her right away I deserved every thing she said to me. I was a jerk and I will admit that. I can’t take back what I did, and I’m truely sorry for what I did. Like I said It’s not what I’m about and not the type of person I am. I don’t know what more I can say about it. All I can do is take this as a very harsh lesson in my life. This experience brought me down tremendously, and I learned a lot from it. Bolejack is a very nice person, and photographer and didn’t deserve what I did to her. All I can say is sorry.
As for my work, I’m really taking what you guys said to heart, and really been working on correcting my mistakes. I just recently done a shoot that I’m really proud of. I really think it’s been a big improvement. They should be up later this week, I hope you guys can see how bad I’m really trying.
Again I know what I did was wrong, and put it bluntly was a bitch move on my part. I’m thankful for Bolejack for accepting my apology, and hope you guys see how sincere I am with this.