Maybe you should take the pressure off of yourself and go find work as an assistant to a commercial photographer.
Most photographers are not ready and don’t have enough experience straight out of school to start their own business.
The other thing they don’t tell you in school is as a photographer you will spend 10% of your time shooting and 90%
running your business and marketing. You need to fully understand the business side especially if you are dong
For now keep shooting and adding to your portfolio, and learn from someone who’s been there.
It takes time.